My last girlfriend was 5th grade
I couldn't get laid
Cause i ain't drink
I swear i ain't think
Cause i lost my first love
And it's a shame how i did it
It was over bullshit
And I'm ashamed I'll admit it
I was a cocky ass nigga
And real overprotective
I let my hoes take control
And Let a nigga intercept her
I thought that i was ready
I was down since i met her
And everytime i see her
I bring up the times we met up
She wasn't swinging low
She wasn't even down to f*ck me
I just sit and think
I let my ego stand above me
And i ain't write this shit for another chance
This a letter to y'all females in advance
I'm not the type of nigga that you see in me
I'm the type of nigga f*ck around and cause some shit
Cause I'll always put this microphone before any bitch
And that's f*cked up i get it
That's not how it supposed to be
But I'm f*cked up in the head
There is no controlling me
My first bust was real tough
Cause afterwards i let her go
So any girl I'm really feeling man i gotta take it slow
Or ima f*ck up and tell a good chick to hit the doe
No matter how pretty you is after i bust you gotta go
It's like damn
Baby it's time to go home
I was just like that
I swear i ain't know where i belonged
Nobody felt my music
And she was there to sing my song
And every time i called
Believe that she was gone pick up the phone
Never felt love like that
I need to vent
She was focused on my problems
Finding who was causing it
She would start from the roots
I miss that shit f*ck the lust
Cause what she did
I'd be surprised you bitches even touch
Backyard
That's my backyard
Thats why the grass ain't cut
She had power
I never thought to get married
But she could hold her own like
Independence wasn't scary
That shit was so attractive
I almost felt like she would leave me
Sometimes i even thought
That she thought that she ain't need me
So i test her
I thought about going to her desk man
And sliding her a note about me flirting with her best friend
Of course that bitch flirted back
No need to hide it
I threw away my heart
And hoping one day she would find it
In my backyard