Scott Callan - Needing to Be More Mindful Lyrics

My personality is type INFJ
But say that I'm and SOB anyway
I'm only listening to the listeners
Infatuated with infatuation

I try to stay inside myself
Without assistance from anyone else
Blurring my mind
To the realities outside
Until I start feeling confined
In my private distortion field
And I refuse to yield
Failing to perceive
There's a grievance between us

My neurosis is a tangled ball of lights
Your trust is a fragile infestation

And my plates are creatively cleaned
Specks of food that went unseen
And I promised I would not snore
I should have tried just a little bit more
Instead I'm sleeping on the floor
Depressed and aching to the core
Second-guessing my second guessing
Cause I can't believe it's so
Your absence is a consequence
I can't ...
Let go

I needed to be more mindful