Scott St.Pierre - My Only Handle Lyrics

I was wasting time down by the bay
Waiting for my baby
My best friend pulled up to tell me the news
He looked scared, shaking in his shoes
He said, "Your baby's dead. Her house blew up"
My first reaction was dude shut up
Then I looked up towards the sky and I saw the smoke
And said, "damn, this ain't no joke"

Well, my baby's gone
I can't go on
I lost my only handle now I can't hold on
Keep my eyes on the ground
All my hope is un-found
Not sure I really wanna live without you around
Yeah yeah

Three days pass
A handles length in the dirt
I wanna puke when other girls start to flirt
The scent of your head still lingers on in my bed
Not sure I really wanna live
With you being dead

And it feels like I never will move on
And it feels like you'll never want me to

Eight months pass
I haven't cried in a while
Sometimes I'll go outside
Sometimes I'll smile
Sometimes I'll see something and think of you
Sometimes I'll laugh at the things we'd do

But I think it's time oh to move on
Deep down inside I know you'd want me too

Girl you know it's true
I love you