Better Off Alone Video (MV)

I'm done holding on
To this girl
I just wanted to give her the whole world
So I'm movin' on
And I'm lettin' go
And comin' to terms with the fact
I'm better off alone
After turnin' to music for my medicine
And buildin' up the skill of my penmanship
I'm Brave enough to write what's goin' on inside my head and shit
I worked up the courage to let this die
Reflecting on how I chose to spend the last 8 months of my life
Rejected over and over again
Thought I was gonna take my life
Hell I even showed up at your work for lunch one time
And me and my bestfriend felt the stares from all the eyes
Fixated on me, and only I knew the reason why
But I kept it from him, cuz I was ashamed of the reason why
But I know change is what I need to invite
Into my life
Since you ain't gonna let me inside
I'm done holding on
To this girl
I just wanted to give her the whole world
So I'm movin' on
And I'm lettin' go
And comin' to terms with the fact
I'm better off alone
Stuck on the fact that all I wanted was love
Realized I'm a wreck
Thanks to the angels from up above
Suffocatin' in a crowd full of demons
Tryna get me off my path
Carryin' all that weight on my back
But I push and I shove
Though the dirt and the mud
The Devil's at every corner
Only way I can go is up
This came in the form of my two best girlfriends
Both of their relationships comin' to an end
Down at my lowest, I could use somewhere to vent
So I open up, and say all the shit I really meant
Expressing how I never really wanted a girlfriend
Until we started talkin'
I f*cked around and got addicted
Now I gotta get to walkin'
Whole thing has me conflicted
While just me opening up
Has my friend's exes wanting dick man
Didn't realize at the time
I guess I'll chalk it up to the divine
But my friendships ain't been the same
Since you two went your separate ways
Both complimentin' on my progress
But I was too blinded by the mess
In my mind
To see the truth
In all their lies
Flirtin' with me
Homie hoppin'
But she ain't getting it from me
Maybe it's my options
That needs assessing
Or maybe I need to be the one to clean up these messes
Maybe I'm the one who needs count all of his blessings
But how can I do that when I feel like I have none?
I'm done holding on
To this girl
I just wanted to give her the whole world
So I'm movin' on
And I'm lettin' go
And comin' to terms with the fact
I'm better off alone
Gave myself some time to heal
Enough time to really feel
Trippin' on some shrooms
Look inside my mind while I peel
It back
Insecure for something I lacked
Ended up stabbing myself in the back
Now I'm walking with the confidence that I thought I lacked
I even hit up this girl from way back
Invite her to my 21st
Since we share the same day
I'm tryna take her out on a date
Damn, I've come a long way
Since beggin' you know who to stay
Feelin' a new type of great
Surely this can't end up being a mistake
It feels so natural
I can't tell if its real or fake
It came with ease
Something oh so new to me
Til I get caught up in my insecurities
And then I freeze
How the f*ck you out here getting 3 degrees?
Are you too good for me?
Or is this just my tendency
To overthink
Is this the one for me?
Is it is it the one for me?
Is this the one for me?
Is it is it the one for me?
Is this the one for me?
Is it is it the one for me?
Only one way to tell
F*ck around and we'll see