Deja Vu Video (MV)

This Déjà vu
Circles right back to you
And I'm still not healed
Still runnin from the truth
I'm wonderin when I'll feel
Spit this all out in the booth
But my mouth's been sealed
Cuz I've been troubled since my youth
I said
This Déjà vu
Circles right back to you
And I'm still not healed
Still runnin from the truth
I'm wonderin when I'll feel
Spit this all out in the booth
But my mouth's been sealed
Cuz I've been troubled since my youth
Durin' my phase where I sent text after text
I began to wonder where it was I should go next
I was paralyzed by a pair of dimes
Neither wanting to spare any of their time
Convinced myself it was gonna happen
I just gotta give it time
And maybe she'll appreciate you
The harder that you try
Turned out to be a f*ckin lie
Made the same mistake
At least I can identify
These patterns in my life
Woven deep in my demise
These karmic roles that I reprise
Now if only I could learn when it's time to let it die
This Déjà vu
Circles right back to you
And I'm still not healed
Still runnin from the truth
I'm wonderin when I'll feel
Spit this all out in the booth
But my mouth's been sealed
Cuz I've been troubled since my youth
I said
This Déjà vu
Circles right back to you
And I'm still not healed
Still runnin from the truth
I'm wonderin when I'll feel
Spit this all out in the booth
But my mouth's been sealed
Cuz I've been troubled since my youth
It's time to let it die
I don't care how hot she is
She ain't worth your f*ckin peace of mind
Then she blows up on Tik Tok
Now I'm stuck wonderin' who the f*ck am I?
Can't contend with fame
No I can't contend with game
Wondering how these outcomes ended up the same
Then I take a step back
Seein' what seems to seal my eternal fate
The internal struggle
Constant war of love and hate
Takin a part of them
And makin' it a part of me
Which means letting go of them
Is letting go parts of my new identity
This Déjà vu
Circles right back to you
And I'm still not healed
Still runnin from the truth
I'm wonderin when I'll feel
Spit this all out in the booth
But my mouth's been sealed
Cuz I've been troubled since my youth
I said
This Déjà vu
Circles right back to you
And I'm still not healed
Still runnin from the truth
I'm wonderin when I'll feel
Spit this all out in the booth
But my mouth's been sealed
Cuz I've been troubled since my youth
Handlin' all this stress
It got my mind in a mess
Plus I just moved out
Barely makin' ends
Cashin' these minimal checks
High as f*ck
Got into a T-Bone wreck
Went and totaled my car
Luckily my best friend isn't dead
Woulda left a scar on my heart
Oh yeah and that one time I sent that nude
Never been that type of dude
Or when I fell for that pyramid scheme
Wantin' a little more money yeah, so it seems
We do so much for these things
Money, love, and f*ckin wedding rings
Materialistic property
That I ain't tryna have droppin me
This Déjà vu
Circles right back to you
And I'm still not healed
Still runnin from the truth
I'm wonderin when I'll feel
Spit this all out in the booth
But my mouth's been sealed
Cuz I've been troubled since my youth
I said
This Déjà vu
Circles right back to you
And I'm still not healed
Still runnin from the truth
I'm wonderin when I'll feel
Spit this all out in the booth
But my mouth's been sealed
Cuz I've been troubled since my youth