I think it's time that I learned
About Implementing self worth
And not leaving it in my head
It's time to pick up the pieces
And really settle in
To the potential of what it is that I could be
That potential that everyone else seems to see in me
Spent so much time and energy
Directed towards love I wasn't receivin'
Focused on the wrong things
I was just too blind to see
The abundance of love
And the amount of family
That I have by my side
That's been waiting for me to succeed
They knew it only took some time
So for that I dedicate this f*ckin' rhyme
To those patient enough to see me shine
I guess my potential was a little ahead of its time
I didn't see it
But now I do and it's time to step into the light
So strap yourselves in
We goin' for a ride
This ship of self love is takin off tonight
I wanna love myself
And get some help
And get myself
Out of this hell
I sabotaged my health
And f*cked my wealth
Can't get out of
This mental cell
I need to learn how to love myself
I just never knew what that means
I had to write this album
So that I could look deep
Inside the broken pieces
Within me
And really begin to own
Each of my insecurities
And now that I'm doing the work
And I begin to dream
Of a world where everyone shares their insecurities
God wants me to confess my sins
So I can finally forgive
And maybe even repent
And maybe inspire others who are running from the truth
To step into reality
Once I stop putting off
Getting my ass inside the booth
But the truth is that I'm scared
I'm scared of so much
I'm scared of my potential
I'm f*ckin' scared of love
I'm scared of feelin' like I really am enough
I need to change my mind
It's time for me to step up
I'm done f*ckin' around
Draggin' my feet through the mud
It's time to graduate
Thank you all for showing up
I wanna love myself
And get some help
And get myself
Out of this hell
I sabotaged my health
And f*cked my wealth
Can't get out of
This mental cell
Had to shift my vocabulary
And shift my perspective
Change can be scary
But not like these demons that I've slept with
I had to realize
That the progress only lies
Within the truth in the mind
And the work in this life
So here I go
I'm gonna get the help I need
And this time
Imma do it for me
As I reevaluate my needs
And clean up these dirty deeds
I'm done saying it like before
I'm plantin' new seeds
I'm gonna love myself
And get some help
And get myself
Out of this hell
I'm gonna heal myself
And gain some wealth
I'm takin' control
Of the steerin' wheel
It's a long road
But I know that I'm not alone
Healin' is a tough decision
But I had to make on my own
It's time for me to grow
I hope you're down with the vision
So with that being said
Let's embark on this mission
(haha)