Every day I wait for you
And yet I don't know why
I know I need to just let you go
I need to say goodbye
And I tell myself that I need to be strong
That I just need to give it some time
But I know deep down, I couldn't be more wrong
But I just can't say goodbye
And I hate that I love you so God damn much
And I hate that I love the feel of your touch
And I hate that I love your beautiful smile
And I hate that I know I'm in so much denial
And I hate that I gave my heart and soul to you
And I hate that I feel the way that I do
There's a big white elephant in the room
And we're sitting on a time bomb that's about to go "Boom!"
I thought you were my blessing
But now you feel like I curse
I thought that things would get better
But now, they're only worse
And there's only one way this is going to go
You'd think that I would know better
But I just can't seem to let you go
I keep on lying to myself it's forever
And I hate that I love you so God damn much
And I hate that I love the feel of your touch
And I hate that I love your beautiful smile
And I hate that I know I'm in so much denial
And I hate that I gave my heart and soul to you
And I hate that I feel the way that I do
There's a big white elephant in the room
And we're sitting on a time bomb that's about to go "Boom!"
I know you love me too
I see it in your eyes
There's only one thing I can do
To make this situation right
I never thought that it would go this far
I never thought that I would feel this way
But I can't keep loving you from afar
I know that I need to walk away
And I hate that I love you so God damn much
And I hate that I love the feel of your touch
And I hate that I love your beautiful smile
And I hate that I know I'm in so much denial
And I hate that I gave my heart and soul to you
And I hate that I feel the way that I do
There's a big white elephant in the room
And we're sitting on a time bomb that's about to go "Boom!"
I hate that I love you
I hate that I love you, baby
I hate that I love you
But it's true, I do
I hate that I love you, baby
I hate that I love you