Sean Makhuli - Out Of Myself Lyrics

I'm tired of pretending like
Everything is alright
At the same time
Don't want to sound like everyone right now
Focused on me myself and I
'Cause if I do I'll be just like them
That's pretty much my worst nightmare
I can't do that to Mom and Dad
I know they've been through enough
But I'm tired of acting tough
I need some help
To get out of myself
Trying not to hate my life
'Cause everything ain't alright
But it's been four years of no light
Many times I thought of letting go of
Trying to do right
But if I do I'll be just like them
That's pretty much my worst nightmare
I can't do that to Mom and Dad
I know they've been through enough
But I'm tired of acting tough
I need some help
To get out of myself
To get out of myself
Oh what's the point
Of not giving up
When you never seem to get the things
That you work for
Oh what's the point
When they're running out
And they've left you all alone
With nothing but your doubts
Oh what's the point
Oh what's the point
Oh the point is in between
Everything that you've been seeking
What's the point
Oh what's the point
Oh the point is in the truth
That you've been trying to lose