Sean Ross - The Boatsman and the Hurricane Lyrics

I remembered how it was and I knew if we just made it back to the city things would fix themselves
But we never made it back to New York
A storm came and washed those hopes away
And I had to prepare for who I was to become in your absence
I know you say it's fine
(Girl)
But I can't help it
(No)
These thoughts that plague my mind
Trust me I know they're selfish
(I know)
What if it's finally time
(to let you go)
And I can't say goodbye
I'm feeling numb
(Numb)
My skin turning blue
What will I become
(Numb)
In the absence of you
You tethered my raft
(Raft)
As the storm winds would howl
I don't like changing
(changing)
What should I do now?
In my air, so long
What about, breathing?
I worshipped at your heart
What should I believe in?
Now that we've
Said our goodbyes
This is the end
Of both you and I
I mourned you once
So I won't cry twice
I'm drowning in a river
As the winter makes ice
(Ice)
Oh baby I'm numb
(Numb)
My skin shades of blue
(Blue)
What have I become
(Numb)
In the absence of you
(You)
We've gone overboard
(Overboard)
In the storm's eye now
(Now)
I'm capsizing baby
(Baby)
Into what I am now
Oh
What am I now
Oh
What am I now
Without You
What am I without you?