Seandroid - Stay Low Lyrics

I tried to stop it but I've fallen in this rut again
I want to climb out but the walls have started caving in
I want to fly out and try to begin
But then I stay low
But then I stay low
But then I stay low
And every second passing makes the situation worse
I start to panic 'cause I can't seem to escape this curse
I want to go back, I want to reverse
But then I stay low
But then I stay low
But then I stay low
So tell me what it is you need from me to make you happy
All that I can do is try to be the best I can be
And I know that it's not easy to love me
But it's all that I need
So tell me what it is you need from me to make you happy
All that I can do is try to be the best I can be
And I know that it's not easy to love me
'Cause I can't even love me
I'm so senselessly convinced that my whole life's a mess
I feel completely lost and helpless in this endless stress
I want to silence my anxious distress
But then I stay low
But then I stay low
But then I stay low
And when I'm drowning
Inside my own head
You're the only thing that keeps me breathing
And when I'm crazy
And I'm seeing red
You're the only thing that I believe in yeah
So tell me what it is you need from me to make you happy
All that I can do is try to be the best I can be
And I know that it's not easy to love me
But it's all that I need
So tell me what it is you need from me to make you happy
All that I can do is try to be the best I can be
And I know that it's not easy to love me
But love me anyway