Sebastian Sarafian - New Life Lyrics

Can't feel nothing but the pain inside
Popping these meds but I'm still dying inside

Emar

Back before this all went down
Lived a boy with a dream that started to drown
Going down a path that was nothing like his old self
Not knowing the future cards he was gonna be dealt
Tragically finding out his health was a concern
With his family by his side
Ask the doctors to reconfirm
Numb to the news with just a blur hold-up

Can't feel nothing but the pain inside
Popping these meds but I'm still dying inside
Someone worse off than me
I can't stand it
Telling me my life's at risk
Dont understand shit
Can't feel nothing but the pain inside
Popping these meds but I'm still dying inside
Someone worse off than me
I can't stand it
Telling me my life's at risk
Dont understand shit

Everything feels different from the wind to the frost
Witnessing the struggle but this was the cost
Closed off from the world where no one can save me
Mum I can't leave the house whats really wrong with me?
It's come full circle again
Hard to break
What's the real difference from heartache to heartbreak
Adapting to a New Life
F*ck the change
This is the next chapter need to turn the page
Look into a mirror to see what ive become
Seb its just another hurdle you need to overcome
But hows that possible when its all full of negatives
It's only tough cause you haven't found what your meaning is
Life's too short to do things you resent
Found out the hard way all I want is a reset
Numb to the news with just a blur hold-up

Can't feel nothing but the pain inside
Popping these meds but I'm still dying inside
Someone worse off than me
I can't stand it
Telling me my life's at risk
Dont understand shit
Can't feel nothing but the pain inside
Popping these meds but I'm still dying inside
Someone worse off than me
I can't stand it
Telling me my life's at risk
Dont understand shit