Yeah
Steady hating on my new self in my own lane
I'm at the brink of death
I'm trying to fix it but it's too late
Can't handle all the pressure and it got me feeling real lame
What a damn shame
That I'm feeling like this
Inside my own brain
What a damn shame
Yeah
It's kinda sad cause I'm blaming all these women
For my immature decisions but late at night you should be thinking
Why the f*ck I became a villain
In my mind its kinda hard
'Cause I'm running from myself
And I'm barely winning
Yeah
Taking drugs to numb the pain without a damn prescription
Every bitch that I be with
She either happy or she bitching
Can't relate to what I'm saying
But I'm happy that you couldn't
Cause I wish you didn't