What happened? Video (MV)

Why does it always go this way?
I thought, that I'd really changed
Thought it would be different this time
And now, I'm losing my mind
Now I'm, older and more mature
Guess it's, not in my nature
To amount, to a heck of a lot
Still not, quite over the shock
What happened to all of my dreams?
They didn't work out and now it seems
That I'm just another schmuck in the crowd
What happened to all of my dreams?
I watched them melt away ice cream/I scream
But nobody can hear me to say I'm too loud
I gave it everything I had
Built it, with my own two hands
I guess I'll buy a ticket and
Take a, seat there in the stands
Rejected and then cast aside
Would have, preferred cyanide
I'll say that's not what life's about
That's just, coping with self doubt
What happened to all of my dreams?
They didn't work out and now it seems
That I'm just another schmuck in the crowd
What happened to all of my dreams?
I watched them melt away ice cream/I scream
But nobody can hear me to say I'm too loud