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I've been breathing slow
Counting all the in and outs
Deep in through the nose
And then out through the mouth
It's a ritual
Calming and habitual
But it ain't helping, oh
It ain't helping at all

I was living with a ghost
And you we're climbing up the wall
We can stay up late tonight
I'll be your only fan

Here's to all of the nights we forget
With you it doesn't feel so bad
Here's to all of my best friends
The only thing I ever had

I've been suffering
The taste of my own medicine
But I can never get
In front of all the consequence
I've been getting by
Focusing on Friday nights
And I've been hoping that
You can bring me back to life

I was living with a ghost
And you we're climbing up the wall
We can stay up late tonight
I'll be your only fan

Here's to all of the nights we forget
With you it doesn't feel so bad
Here's to all of my best friends
The only thing I ever had