Looking over both my shoulders
Is something that I seem to do
Holding on to all your last words
I Wonder if you see the truth
The way I moved to know you
Was worth the wait to me
Lord knows I don't owe you
You can have it all for free
Watching friends become corpses
Was something that we seem to share
You held everything so dearly
I couldn't force myself to care
The way I used to know you
Was worth the wait for me
God knows I don't own you
But I never meant to set you free
Lately I've been growing colder
I hope Its just a dying phase
I feel the weight on both my shoulders
Holding on to someones pain
The way I choose to hold you
Is worth the weight for me
Lord knows I can't control you
But I should have never let you lead
Looking over both my shoulders
Is something that I seem to hide
I couldn't ever push you under
I couldn't force myself to try