Seejayxo - I'm to Blame Lyrics

At least I tried
At least I tried to numb the pain
But it ain't right
What you made me feel inside

So please no fights
I know you're not the one to bite
But she just might
Take me there we'll be alright
Cause every time
You talk to me, I feel just fine
So please don't leave me now
What if you're the reason I been feeling down
If you don't want wanna take me there I'll be okay
I just wanna know if you goin' throw it all away
Tell me what I gotta do to make you stay
Why you gotta make me feel like I'm to blame

You made me choke on the air
If you weren't aware
You made me think all the thoughts
That already there
And I f*cked a bitch I don't care
There I said it
But I never meant it
I just wanna tell you I'm present
And f*ck I'm a blessing

At least I tried
At least I tried to numb the pain
But it ain't right
What you made me feel inside

I think that this for the best
F*ck you, you made me depressed
Gaslight me up then you drown me
I know you think I'm a clown

But you barely know me
You think I'ma flop?
I'ma ball like Ginóbili

And I know he's there
So I'ma keep moving like I just don't care
Try not to think bout your hand in his hair
F*cking burned all our photos I swear
Hate your f*cking guts
I want my stuff
I can't go home cause I think of your touch
I don't even know who the f*ck I can trust
Thought you the one
But you did this shit just for fun
I'm just a f*ck
I just want love
I just wanna tell you I miss you a bunch
As I hold up the gun
I'm feelin' real stuck

At least I tried
At least I tried to numb the pain
But it ain't right
What you made me feel inside

So please no fights
I know you're not the one to bite
But she just might
Take me there we'll be alright
Cause every time
You talk to me, I feel just fine
So please don't leave me now
What if you're the reason I been feeling down
If you don't want wanna take me there I'll be okay
I just wanna know if you goin' throw it all away
Tell me what I gotta do to make you stay
Why you gotta make me feel like I'm to blame