Sehazpal - Pain in Thoughts Video (MV)

I get pain in thoughts
Thoughts in pain
Pass me pen n paper
Wanna draw some flames
I Ain't no shame
What I feel I say
F*ck not for fame

This Anxiety inside me
I'm hiding behind my
Insecurities grinding Opportunities finding out
What the strategies behind
When peoples shout-doubt
On my thinking i think
It's their imaginary sick Condition
My emotions are not sale
Don't trade in me
I might not be good for your Company you wanna work
Me like slave then f*ck
Your salary got enough
Bravery never gave f*ck
Don't scream quietly talk
To me I'm hustling in your Mainstream let's play fair
I'm invisible deck trick would Never come in your Understanding
Life is a bicth it's take
What's it take better late
Then never I'm better quite
Than clever forever make eat Your better I never looked
Into someone's plate
Dead line of Life sword
Hanging on head straight
World pulling trigers fake
Bullet coming from the
F*cking hate my pen n paper
Like my shield Nidarr
I'll take on my chest
Till my death in field
I'm mythbuster
I ain't have wide vocabulary
Got limited Words to express My purpose

I get pain in thoughts
Thoughts in pain
Pass me pen n paper
Wanna draw some flames
I Ain't no shame
What I feel I say
F*ck not for fame

Heart cracking smacking my feels bleeding hand shaking
Tap taping on my knees closing Eyelids trying to jacking up
My beliefs freeze their words Wolf in sheep's couldn't work
For my need f*ck your Sympathies don't feed me
With your negative left over shit I'm screwed up with unwanted Expectations
You agonstic wanna Blow up my self temptation not In control of my current Situation F*ck perfection
I don't need attention lights on I'm on my god directions
You can never get my pain
Thats why I had to end this Conversation
Haven't you aware girl from
My relaties I thought we got Some similarities but you
Left me instantly when
I needed you so f*cking Badly Now step out bicth close
The door I'm not bicthes friendly Anymore
I never felt afraid to walk alone But I hate this boredom being Alone in wrong zone
This drugs not my need weed Make me paranoid f*ck the Bongs
On purpose I popped pills
I gotta stop cos I know it kills

I get pain in thoughts
Thoughts in pain
Pass me pen n paper
Wanna draw some flames
I Ain't no shame
What I feel I say
F*ck not for fame

I'm a man of suicide squad every day I'm peeling my outside
Imagination high cinematic
Lens in my both eyes I been Idiotic dramatic with my
Lifestyle my overthinking Stinging me like a dangerous Reptile
I probably pretend and be a liar
I doused my thoughts with gas And set everything on fire
When emotions in my body
Gets overfilled
Why manmeet alisher got killed
Why black and browns facing Racism still
Why the f*ck does things like This happen still
Spread love peace and positivy
If you get infect from my fact Take care of your Santiy
Big Egos and jealousy high
When I show reality and you say Why Get bit maturity in your Words bro cos motherf*cker Jealousy is a disease you'll die Slow
I'm lost boy in brissy streets
It gives me a hype make me fly Whenever I walk on it feel
Like a motherf*cker starboy Without spotlights under the Citylights few years ago
I have already died
I don't even know now who's on The mic still using google to Write lines right if you have Problem with my accent then Swipe down mite