SEKTR - Only 14 Lyrics

Razor Blade
Sweet Razor Blade
Lick this flesh
Release the inner wine
Today it's do or die

Nobody listens to me
Everyone thinks this is a phase
I am trying to survive
But nobody wants me
Not even my mom or dad
They would rather
Focus on their careers
I am just in the way it seems

So I puke what I eat
So I can be beautiful
But my body is so frail
I cut myself to finally feel

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Mom and Dad
While you are arguing
I am bleeding out
And I took my pills
I am ending it tonight

I struggle to get out of bed
I struggle to get out ahead
I struggle to do simple tasks
I just want to die
Can I be free
From this pain
Maybe if you would
Stop arguing every single
Night, I just want peace

I am sorry that I am
Such a burden
You will not have one
Tomorrow so
Here is my Goodbye

I hear a voice
Calling to me

Be at Peace
Be at Rest
Take my hand
I will hold you
I will show you
How beautiful
You are, come to me
My child be with me

The drugs have taken
Ahold, and I am losing
Myself, any moment
I am beyond saving
I am scared, I am terrified
What's beyond this life
I hear a voice whispering
To me

[Chorus]
Come to me my child,
I will give you rest
Follow me, and I will
Give you a reason to live
Take my hand, and fight

I hold at his hand
I can feel my body rejecting
The pills I am foaming at
My mouth as I puke them
I am alive hugging
The toilet

[Chorus]
Come to me my child,
I will give you rest
Follow me, and I will
Give you a reason to live
Take my hand, and fight

I awake in the morning
Nobody is home as usual
But I am alive, and for the
First time, I have a smile
That is real, and I see the
Sunlight it's not grey outside

[Chorus]
Come to me my child,
I will give you rest
Follow me, and I will
Give you a reason to live
Take my hand, and fight