selloutplayer - why am i the maybe Lyrics

Tried my best
Wasn't good enough
These cliched words will rot away
Just like my bones on judgement day
Put your knife down my throat
Cut it open, let it flow
If I still live
I hope I haunt your memories

Somebody just save me
Why am I the maybe
Why is it the crazy
Leaving me so hazy
Im another story
To you and your glory
At least give a goodbye
Twisted lies and butterflies
That's all I had and all I find
It keeps my mind away
From the loneliness today

I am too afraid
Of solitude you say
Wear my badge of emptiness
Look at my eyes they're dead
Thanks to you, a virus spread
Causing these feelings of dread
Yet I still live
And I will haunt your memories

Somebody just save me
Why am I the maybe
Why is it the crazy
Leaving me so hazy
Im another story
To you and your glory
At least give a goodbye
Twisted lies and butterflies
That's all I had and all I find
It keeps my mind away
From the loneliness today

(Keep my mind away)