Semme - The Monster Lyrics

With a monstrous perspective is how you're viewing me
The constant social rejection is nothing new to me
It's something usually
I would let go, but there's an echo
Every time you yell at me "Just go!"
But no, I can't go anywhere without being the kid with the sickness
I'm falling deep in the whole of the center of attention
My scars are deep to the soul, when you said it you meant it
Just because I'm reaching my goals don't tell me you didn't
What is it that makes you scared? What's so different about me?
What is it that makes you stare? What's so different about me?
Having albinism doesn't make you inhuman
Have you ever ruined a family reunion by simple confusion?
Huh?
Tell me, how are they gonna categorize me
I skip through the bullsh*t and I write these passionate lines
If I listen to you then I would be wasting my time
Don't run away from me I'm just afraid as you, hey it's you

The monster
(I am)
The monster
(When I open my eyes)
All I see is this blood on you
The monster
(I am)
The monster
(When I'm closing my eyes)
All I see is this blood on you

I spend my whole life trying to be somebody
Now, I'm not just anybody
But from my past experiences
I don't trust anybody
I'm thinking outside the box
Tell me why you live inside it
I'm about to go load the glock
Help me go and kill society
Filled with anxiety, fascinated with irony
Picking me as a target, but you missed me entirely
Pages ripped from my diary, words written in blood
Hatred entered in silence
All I needed was love
How are you gonna sit here and judge me
When you don't know nothing about how it feels to not be able to come out when the sun is out
You think that I'm fussing about this sh*t but it's getting to me
The people that come around are the people that didn't know me
Walking through the hallways feeling the distance
"I hate you!"
That's what they all said feeling resentment
I just listen to Semme
I don't trust the imposters I've come to the knowledge that you're becoming a problem
Please don't f*ck with the monster

The monster
(I am)
The monster
(When I open my eyes)
All I see is this blood on you
The monster
(I am)
The monster
(When I'm closing my eyes)
All I see is this blood on you

Now ever since adolescence
I always knew I was different
It was just a coincidence that
It coincides with my pigment
With everything I was given
And every word I depicted
I strived to because the greatest
But only became a victim
You keep pushing to the stage where I probably would kill
It's ironic how throwing shade still bothers me still
You know, because the fact
I'm albino and all
Going through minor withdrawals
When can we finally resolve all of these problems and make amends
It was hard just to make a friend
Apprehensive offenses I often would take defense
I often would play the fence
I never did have the courage
But since I picked up this pen
I never have had to worry

The monster
The monster
All I see is this blood on you
The monster
The monster
All I see is this blood on you