Yeah
I'm like why I feel alone
It's not just me in here
And if I tell em' they gon' say
I'm acting light skin
Don't like the energy
Can't even tell you why I'm here
I won't let you see my break
But bitch I might bend
Talk to this demon in my head
He's like my hype man
And baby girl I'm out my mind
Just like I'm Biden
I tell my secrets all the time
They think I'm hiding
But you don't listen when it shows
You think I'm lying
Here it goes
I'm not invincible
Locked inside my head
I'm tryna tell you how it's been
Fighting off the monsters
Hope they never come again
Made a promise to my mama
I won't never let em' win (yeah)
All these battles everyday
Like I'm a spartan
On my own all the time
Think I'm a Martian
She didn't wanna finish with me
I'm asking why she start then
Barbed wire, I put walls around my heart
Emotionally, you're a terrorist
Don't ask why we grew apart
Diamonds, ain't the only thing shining In the dark
I've been
Tryna find myself
But don't know where I'm missing
I think I told you once before
But know that you don't listen
Drown in holy water killing all my foes
When you live with demons
That's just how it goes
So when I disappear
Don't act like you didn't even know
That's how I deal with my emotions when I'm low
Yeah
I'm like why I feel alone
It's not just me in here
And if I tell em' they gon' say
I'm acting light skin
Don't like the energy
Can't even tell you why I'm here
I won't let you see my break
But bitch I might bend
Talk to this demon in my head
He's like my hype man
And baby girl I'm out my mind
Just like I'm Biden
I tell my secrets all the time
They think I'm hiding
But you don't listen when it shows
You think I'm lying
Here it goes
I'm not invincible