I'm smudged
I'm but a shell of what I aspired to be
I'm f*cked
I'm just way short of apogee
If I could be surreal
If I could escape from the world
You trapped me in
My ego's here - it's withering
I'm judged
It's such a tragedy that I need it
I'm sucked
Up with the narcissist calamity
If I could be them
If I could pretend that it aches no more
You've made a new man
He hurts and he feels everything