We've carried on
The same old song
Into the mouth of hell
You keep me warm
Under your thumb
A place I know too well
I can't say that I blame you
But I wish I could
Breaking down
For far too long
I let the wrongs
Pile up and poison you
I played my part
From the very start
Knew what it put you through
I'm not begging forgiveness
But I know I should
Breaking down
There is no meaning
No point to all my feeble rage
My only question:
What part of me is left to save?
This poison won't last long
Just enough to scare you
One day I'll go too far
They'll be no coming back
I cannot justify this
Or take back the venom that I've spread
I won't do this again
We can't save what isn't there
You can't change someone who never cared
I don't mind the pain
In fact, I'm starving for more
Every moment I'm alone
Through every wasted day
This is not my life just a pantomime
Sick of pretending I'm fine
We can't save what isn't there
You can't change someone who never cared
I don't mind the pain
In fact, I'm starving for more
On my knees again
Pleading for relief I don't deserve
I'm sorry
You broke my heart
I stole your joy
It's such a shame
If only you could see me know
There's nothing left
For me to break
For me to gain
My only choice is to change
What a mess I've made
What a fool I've been