SerotoninChaser - Orange Juice Lyrics

I'm pouring my pain in this orange juice
Taking it down till the shit on the fan finally comes loose
I'm pouring my pain in this orange juice
Don't believe a thing except this bottle of hundred proof

I'm still fighting for a reason
To wake fight all these demons
That plague the thoughts inside my head
The wanted poster says
Dont catch alive, we want 'em dead

I run the forests of my brain
Foggy, cold from the rain
The monsters catching up
And here I am, defenseless again
From situations that I left in the past
But they come like lightning bolts
It's an old flash back

So I
Drown the voices and the noises with a fifth or three
Pretend it's marvel, use the powers, bend reality
Content with never showing anyone the true me
Each mask I wear comes with a limit on its warranty

I'm pouring my pain in this orange juice
Taking it down till the shit on the fan finally comes loose
I'm pouring my pain in this orange juice
Don't believe a thing except this bottle of hundred proof

I'm a ballet dancer stuck inside a wire trap
Dancing on the eggshells without shoes and feeling every crack
Soles as bloody as my soul
But only one is under wraps
I mastered every move to keep the show on
Can I get a clap? (nah)

The rate that I dissociate
On things I shouldnt speculate
Like problems in my mind
I have to f*cking try to tesselate
Are killing me
Are killing me
No wonder I was drove to drink
And take the drugs
So, f*ck the hugs
My favorite sound's the bottle clink

Give it to me
Give it to me
All your little dirty things
Say a prayer
I dont care
Cause no ones f*cking listening (no)
I'm begging please
On bloody knees
To leave me here in misery
Complacency, not honesty
And honestly, it bothers me

I'm pouring my pain in this orange juice
Taking it down till the shit on the fan finally comes loose
I'm pouring my pain in this orange juice
Don't believe a thing except this bottle of hundred proof

I'm pouring my pain in this orange juice
Taking it down till the shit on the fan finally comes loose
I'm pouring my pain in this orange juice
Don't believe a thing except this bottle of hundred proof
My only proof