Model My Mama Video (MV)

And I'm
Drowning problems with bottles of cheap moscato
Gonna make it worse tomorrow I'll wait and see what follows
It comes in waves
Swear this adderall rotting my brain
But ignorance is bliss
Maybe that's how all yall sustain
I try to model my mama I swear that women a saint
I try to be good and do good just cus that's how I raised raised
Hateful blood still inside me I try to bury that pain
But shit
Yall make it hard cus your mama brought up a bitch
And I'll be damned if I let bitches try to steal my bliss
Blistering thoughts in my head wish I could be hedonist
Hereditary hallucinations made it hard to focus
Can't tell if it's foreshadowing or if it's just delusions
The water shallow but on my bad days I can barely swim
And I'm not lying when I say lust gets so exhausting
Seeing women through a lens that just derives ignorance
Pretty face skinny waist yeah that bitch let me hit

Can't take a woman for a scholar unless She show a degree
Can't take a woman for a profit unless she flex her money
Can't take a women for a saint unless she show celibacy
Can't take a woman for an artist unless she show nudity
Can't take a woman for this
Can't take a woman for that
Can't take a woman on a date unless she wanna put out
Man it don't matter how I say it cus yall won't understand
Bein a man holds no weight bitch ima die on the bridge

And I don't wanna waste my breath
Let you waste away instead
So I be strict with every man
Can't come to me with open hands
Always gentle to my girls
In your soul you hold the world
No it's not my job to teach
If you cannot perceive
And I've got an open heart
But all roses come with thorns