Seru - Split Lyrics

Stay, go I never know
Each day Different feeling
My mind's split between
Hatred all loving
I get It is hard
Just know I am trying
Not sure When last I felt
Just grey For anyone
Whether or not I know I'm not in control
Whether or not I know I'm not always whole
I am always wondering Where I fit in
And when I'm splitting
Sometimes I wonder if
It's cause I have gone insane
Moments When I am clear
I know
I'm only to blame
If only I Knew this before
I could have Controlled it more
I forget From time to time
This is how I am