How dare I go back to what I used to be
A prisoner of self, trapped in the hell of mentality
How dare I go back to the way that I lived
I lived for the thrill, I was chasing the pill of what I thought I could be
I'll never go back to the place where He found me
Back to dreaming big dreams for my glory
Back to mistruths and lies, I was dying inside when He found me
I'll never go back to the man that I was
Back to the pride that kept me from knowing Your love
Back to all that I wanted, Jesus, You reached down and saved me
How dare I go back
How dare I go back to the shape that I was in
A hole my heart, everything that I had, I was trying to fit in
How dare I go back to my misuse of grace
The things I couldn't see, til I hit my knees, oh, I thank God for space
I'll never go back to the place where He found me
Back to dreaming big dreams for my glory
Back to mistruths and lies, I was dying inside when He found me
How dare I go back to the man that I was
Back to the pride that kept me from knowing Your love
Back to all that I wanted, Jesus, You reached down and saved me
How dare I go back
Oh, how dare I go back
Back to the prison, back to the chains
Back to the gravestone that bore my name
How dare I go back
How dare I go back
Back to depression, back to the shame
Back to me looking for someone to blame
How dare I go back
How dare I go back
Back to addiction, back to disgrace
Back to the curse of my will and my ways
How dare I go back
How dare I go back
Back to the prison, back to the chains
Back to the gravestone that bore my name
How dare I go back
How dare I go back
I'll never go back to the place where He found me
Back to dreaming big dreams for my glory
Back to mistruths and lies
I was dying inside when He found me
How dare I go back to the man that I was
Back to the pride that kept me from knowing Your love
Back to all that I wanted
Jesus, You reached down and saved me
How dare I go back