sevsober - Hometown Lyrics

I go through shit, but I just thug it out, smile on my face gon' hide the pain
Wake up every day, just one more reason why I feel this way
Long way from home it's been 10 months since I seen all my dawgs
My brothers on my mind, but I been stuck inside this cell for days.
Screaming every ounce of breath I got until I can't feel my face
Demons in my head keep trying to tell me, Sev you gon' be straight
Hunnid different ways I think about ending myself every day
It's killing my mind you look inside, you ain't see none but hate
Dump all of my green I do this shit just cause it brings me peace
F*cked up, I can't fix myself, I'm tough though Lil Sev never weep
The feelings I can't shake cut like a knife, somehow I never bleed
My system always filled with different pills just so Lil Sev could sleep
F*ck I wish my head could breathe
Stuck up put my belt to creed
Gen 5 look so different when you deal with shit you never need
Pistol whip my thoughts into my bag, show bitches hella Gs
It's f*cked up when you know you can't get up, feel like you never free
I miss my hometown I miss all of my brothers I've been on my own for way too long
Dealing with the shit I can't even tell you if it's right or wrong
Give love to all my kin that's by my side from deep inside my bones
I miss my hometown this shit I can't even take I'm getting weak
Every time it gets too hard, I hide behind Lil Sev I'm losing sleep
I told my momma that I'm good, ain't want her struggling over me
Gon' thug it out, but it ain't easy all my wounds be cutting deep

I go through shit, but I just thug it out, smile on my face gon' hide the pain
Wake up every day, just one more reason why I feel this way
Long way from home it's been 10 months since I seen all my dawgs
My brothers on my mind, but I been stuck inside this cell for days.
Screaming every ounce of breath I got until I can't feel my face
Demons in my head keep trying to tell me, Sev you gon' be straight
Hunnid different ways I think about ending myself every day
It's killing my mind you look inside, you ain't see none but hate