Sewn Mouth - 80 Years of Solitude Lyrics

For eighty years I've been living like this
Weak
Full of fear
Full of hatred
For my fellow man
If only I could go back
And change my ways
I'm not like this anymore
I wish I would have said once in my life
I've tortured my mind in a million ways
I've wasted my time by comparing myself to others
Was it worth it in the end?
Was it worth it in the end?
The paths I've selected have led me nowhere
Led me nowhere
I don't want
To make the same mistakes
But in this final moment
I have nothing
To say
I have nothing left
I had it all
For just a moment in space and time
Oh, had I known
That I'd throw it all away
I would have listened when you warned me