Tentacle Centipede Video (MV)

Take a swim in the ocean
Far as I can
With a straightjacket wrapped round and locked round my back
Dive off a long pier and just kick straight down to the depths to the cold
Where no light can be found
To be food for the anglerfish that is my final wish
Blu cold and numb, Eaten away and shit
I'm just a centipede plagued with a need to feed
Curled in the mud, praying someone will step on me
Evil is always around, discarded at birth, didn't want to be found
I reside with the worms in the scum and the dirt
A mercy kill's what I deserve, blow to the face with a mace
And then kicked to the curb
Blood on my face I can feel my heart race
Panic heart pains wrists maimed
Shit
Taken too many seroquil again
F*ck mane lungs strained rug stained blood stained
Smoking on a quarter just to feel okay
Balance it out with balloons and some oxy dont touch me im toxic bitch noxious Unconscious not willing to function
Just Lemme waste into nothing bitch no interruption
Just let me decay
Decompose in peace
F*ck life just delete me
The one thing I'm seeking
Shot to the brain til my cranium leakin and brain fluid seepin
Just leave me
I hope the voices that haunt my thoughts pour out the exit wound
I hope they find you and haunt you too
Plague your whole being consume every part of you