Every Hour Video (MV)

Every hour I'm overthinking
Every hour I'm so conceited
Every hour I feel like my time has been wasted seeking
Money, fame, and women
Something has been missing
And I can't seem to place my finger on what it is, I need wisdom
Every hour I seek a home
Every time I think I'm close
That hot ray or beacon of hope
Fades away in a wreak of smoke
I've been thinking
Faith is shrinking
Heart is sinking
Mind is shrieking
I am peaking
I am peeking
At my demons
And their sneaking
Can't think of ways to stop this regret
Seeking places to just not fret
Bout every little thing in life
I should be worried bout me, but yet
I live life like I'm ok
Like depression doesn't have a grip on me
Like I don't wonder if life is worth anything
Like sadness isn't ingrained in my brain
Every hour I'm thinking negative thoughts
Every hour I say that I'm at fault
I pray to God that I am wrong
But if I'm not wrong, then how can my problem be solved
Every hour I hate myself
Every hour I can't find help
To get me out this vortex, I'm trapped in so much waves of self-doubt
Hope is fading
Going crazy
So much failing
So much wailing
Go and say the
Snow ain't freezing
I am flailing
Lies are degrading
I can't think
Am I in sync
With my dreams
Im at my peak
Have a drink
Then have a drink
Fail to be
The best side of me
Lately life has been leaving me speechless
Maybe I am doomed to be grievous
My mind is the definition of peace-less
That's what I get for showing off my uniqueness
Down I go to my hopelessness
I should try to go forget