Sgtemerario - Lost Lyrics

Lost in my mind
Thinking I'm bout to go end it
Twisted inside
Think that I've lost my direction
Probably my
Fault I've come to hate my reflection
Baby inside
I'm lost in all of these questions
Isn't it lovely how long someone can be dead inside
Can't get by
A single day without realizing
How undefined
Every action I do is, even though I analyze
And scrutinize on every thing now I emphasize
So I don't look like I'm near my demise
But all of it's useless since it's a disguise
Its terrifying how I'm so useless on your effect on my mind
You use it and it's tantalizing
Girl you were always on my mind
I wasn't in yours but you were on mine
I thought I could go on your flight
But it's clear I can't so here am I
On the floor as I finally find
A reason to be alive
But then it fades away like the happiness on my
Face I need to get away from this place
I need to jump off this crashing plane
But I'm too scared to go away
From what I consider safe
I need to go for it
I want to answer the phone but
I want to stay here as well
Happiness is calling me, but I just ignore it
Lost in my mind
Thinking I'm bout to go end it
Twisted inside
Think that I've lost my direction
Probably my
Fault I've come to hate my reflection
Baby inside
I'm lost in all of these questions