I know your somewhere, I be trapped up
Life just ain't fair, that's the facts but
God just don't care, and my bashed trust
Love ain't really real and the feelings all just end in some blood
Because I need it now, I know you need it too
You're worth something and I can promise you it's f*cken true
One more thing that will end will some pills and booze call in my drugs and then cruise
All I f*cken wanted was you like true
F*ck all these feelings
Like loose
You left me kneeling
Bitch you
Ain't ever healing my verses be killing my eyes they be tearing
Like bitch ever since you left
Huh bullets hit my chest
Bra and this ain't my best
And these cunts want fun now I think of you less
Cos you stab my back now our friendship gone and you straight look whack
I'm the blood you the thorn
I been on the grind from the minute I'm born
Make my way to the top you be worried I'm sure
Lay still while I think about this f*cked bitch
Like a locksmith pick it while she sucks dick
I spit bars so I'm looking like a f*ck wit
Everyone f*cken seems to have my trust bitch
But they shouldn't, I ain't no mainstream
I just couldn't, while I rap about these pain things
I move fast same thing that a train brings
Whole life feels like imma be laying bricks
I can't keep rapping if it's all about luck
I can't keep rapping views got me feeling punched
No president yet I be feeling trumped like huh
Bitch I ain't ever gonna bust
But my head is, tryna work my way up
I'm so lost I don't know which is the way up
This life ain't ever gonna pay up
These days I can't even f*cking take luck
Like f*ck
It's so stressful, I got a bitch
What's her name I'm forgetful
I got dreams got plans be successful
The devils in me man I just be the vessel