Wish I
Kissed you goodbye
When I
First laid my eyes
You were everything to me, like my whole identity
At the time I couldn't see it, looking for a reason
I never went without, I didn't know there was an out
Kept the cards I had been dealt
I'm clutching weight, just like a belt
She let me smoke it off the chrome
And I haven't felt alone since
Wish I
Kissed you goodbye
When I
First laid my eyes
Got a broken midas touch
I'm a f*cker, f*ck it up
I won't ever be enough
Got a broken midas touch
I'm a f*cker, f*ck it up
I won't ever be enough
Wish I
Kissed you goodbye
When I
First laid my eyes
I was searching for something that I couldn't find
I went too deep, down rabbit holes inside of my mind
I'm trying to find a place where I can finally hide
But it don't work, now there's blood on my shirt
I'm lost in the dirt, anything to numb my feelings inside
And to feel alright