Shacky - Solitary Confinement (feat. King Poe) Lyrics

I grew up in church I've been a Christian my whole life
Yea you heard right I'm all up on the mic
Fighting with these demons in my mind
Trying to spit the truth to people sleeping in a bed of lies
But you gotta stop and think like Do I really know wrong from right
Cause you gotta realize I've been letting other people feed me my whole life
I think its time I take my own bite
Yea let me grab my own plate
I'll fill it myself we'll have a real debate
Get out of my face
Is God real homie just have a little faith
Thats what its all about huh
You either believe or u don't believe huh
I'm an Angel in disguise thats my mind set
Maybe life on earth is Heaven if so then my life is set
Don't be confined by the mind frame
There's an exit despite what the sign say
See the way you living life a little sideways huh
So we pass em in the right lane
Just know my aim is honest
Know I'm gonna touch your soul if my name is on it
We arrange the phonics so you gain the knowledge
Cloudy vision blocked the mission and I hate that we lost it now
I live my life tryna please everybody else
But what about me what about myself
When am I gonna be happy
Even at church I feel like everyone is judging me
If I don't go to church they act like I'm a criminal
Wait let me guess my music's not Biblical
If I dont mention God in every single song
Then I lost my way no I've had enough
I've been working on my craft tryna make it to another level
Every day I'm in constant war with the devil
But I guess thats what you get when you let him in,
These demons in my mind having conversations
Am I talking to them or looking in the mirror,
Am I talking to myself or talking to fear,
Got these voices in my head I hear em in my ear,
No matter where I go I swear this is all I hear....
Trapped in my mind solitary confinement
I act like I'm fine but the fact is I'm scared of the silence
All to familiar with this battleground
Ive been here before this ain't the road I wanna travel down
Yeah it's a heck of a ride
No direction what's your guess is it a left or a right
I don't really care the way it happened man the question is why
I cant contain my inner devil like I'm Jekell and Hyde
I gave my best I didn't get what I expected to find
Is it a blessing in disguise or just a lesson in life
Well Ima let you decide
The destination is set so press the pedal and drive
Don't be confined by the mind frame
There's an exit despite what the sign say
See the way you living life a little sideways huh
So we pass em in the right lane
Just know my aim is honest
Know I'm gonna touch your soul if my name is on it
We arrange the phonics so you gain the knowledge
Cloudy vision blocked the mission and I hate that we lost it now
Don't be confined by the mind frame
There's an exit despite what the sign say
See the way you living life a little sideways huh
So we pass em in the right lane
Just know my aim is honest
Know I'm gonna touch your soul if my name is on it
We arrange the phonics so you gain the knowledge
Cloudy vision blocked the mission and I hate that we lost it now
Trapped in my mind solitary confinement
I act like I'm fine but the fact is I'm scared of the silence
Trapped in my mind solitary confinement
Trapped in my mind solitary confinement
Trapped in my mind
Solitary confinement
Solitary confinement