Shacky - To Be Continued... Lyrics

I'm tryna sleep but I'm deep in thought
I'm trying to chase a dream but I'm worried bout the cost
I swear that I've been saved but I still feel lost
I'm having a staring contest with these four white walls
I'm surrounded
I know I have a purpose but I haven't found it
Nobody listens to me they're too busy shouting
Arguing over nonsense
It's a contest who can be offended the most
Is the earth flat or rounded
I don't know but I bet you wonder how did
This local boy from Indiana go from being stuck in a shell to building a foundation
Yea it's fun to turn up but just listen to what I'm saying
Don't call me a local you gotta think bigger
If you're not holding the camera then you'll never get the picture
If the car starts drive it as far as it'll go
Put your phone away and keep your eyes on the road
Focus on where you're going don't look in the rear view
Even through the storm I got a clear view
Of everything I've ever dreamed of
And I swear that it's close enough
For me grab it
But can I have it
Well its mine right
But is the time right
What would happen if I gave up rapping
I don't wanna think about it cause I might be in a casket
And how different would my life be
If I didn't have my girl right beside me
Like what if we never met
What would happen then
Cause right now I'd drop everything in a heart beat
Just for her it's weird how life works
But instead of asking questions we should thank God first
And that's deep
If I didn't have this music I don't know what I would do
Cause no matter what I'm dealing with I always make it through
By writing another song and that's when I feel the greatest
Or I go to Spotify and click that NF playlist
I be living in the studio
I swear it's like my second home
I put my all into this
I'm not paying for studio time I'm paying rent
It's impossible to please everyone at the same time
Some people may not like what they hear in my rhymes
I'm just tryna find myself and it might take some time
Everybody's got a story I'm just tryna tell you mine
Whether five people show up or I sell out a venue
I wear my heart on my sleeve that's all I can do
To anyone who still supports me I wanna say thank you
This is only chapter one
To Be Continued