My fleeting desire
The rising wish to expire
The day grows tired and long
I'm sinking into decadence
And excuse my arrogance
But I feel like I'm right where I belong
These ghosts of my past
Can see through my mask
They put me here in this decrepit place
Enduring the fire
With a thunderous choir
There's nothing that's left of my face
These weights are crushing me
And I'm trying to break free
And I feel I'm slipping to the void
One foot out the door
And the other I'm not sure
Can't separate the music from the noise
Disillusion
Constant Confusion
My heart can't escape the steel
Fear built inside
Life fading from my eyes
I no longer can tell what's real
What is real
What is real?
Inferno consume me
The world sees right through me
These wounds won't heal
Tell me what is real
Disappointing everyone
Realizing what I've become
I've broken my armor and shield
Someone tell me what is real
Disappointing everyone
Realizing what I've become
I've broken my armor and shield
Someone tell me what is real
I no longer live in denial
It is time for my exile
You'll never know how I feel
Because I now know
What is real