Shaf - Chemical Lyrics

Tell me how to fight this feeling as I'm starting to lose control
My head is running to the ceiling and it's starting to take it's toll
And I don't know how to take it, I'm beginning to lose my mind
And I just can't pretend that I'm putting all of this behind

Time and time again, this never seems to end
After all that we've been through, I keep coming back to you again

Eradicate all the goodness in me even though it's debilitating
This feels like a big illusion
One that will never go away

Time and time again, and this will never end
After all that we've been through, I keep coming back to you again
Why won't you just go away?

I'm just trying to let you go but I just can't do that
And you're just a chemical, I'm trying to recall that
And I can't seem to help myself, I hope nobody knows
I'm trying not to turn into someone else
Cos' you're just a chemical