Shaf - customer Lyrics

Found forgiveness, did long ago
Shaky hands, I open the door
It's half empty and half my fault
And there's plenty bottles on the wall
Here you are, you look so different
Hear me out, you seem indifferent
Know I'd rather that you hate me
Did you flinch at my invading?
You're distracted and it's raining
Am I even wanted here?
Filling the gaps in the story that used to be ours and I'm running out of ink
The whole world and schedules ,and people they want us apart
That's not for the better, but that's for the best
I would give you my timeless love,
Know it will linger, while i may not
You're a work of art, an Iliad
But I'm not more that a customer
You look through me, i say nothing as if whole place became silent
Minutes pass by, should i count them?
Broken glass on the bar counter
And my mom is calling, is it too late?
You have no words, I don't have a say
Lowered my hands, hoped they'd get caught
Altered ways back, soaked in rain coat
Shouting "why did you get colder and shut the gate I won't get over"
You poured red wine on my Octobers
What I'm even doing here
Filling the gaps in the story that used to be ours and I'm running out of ink
The whole world and schedules, and people they want us apart
That's not for the better, but that's for the best
I would give you my timeless love,
Know it will linger, while I may not
You're a work of art, an Iliad
But I'm not more that a customer