Strugglin' Video (MV)

I'm strugglin cause I got
A bad habit
I'm strugglin things i don't need
Gotta have it
I'm strugglin working to
Prioritize
I'm strugglin dealing with
Internal pride
I'm strugglin out here
On my own
I'm strugglin doin things
I don't condone

I'm strugglin
I'm strugglin

I'm not embarassed though at the time I was in defeat
Livin careless to things I cherished I would not concede
Livin the dream smokin weed poppin ecstacy
Gettin higher than the moon inching closer to my own doom
Devil with broom, tryna sweep me off my feet
Sad my homie locked away glad after his name no RIP
What about me? Am I f*ckin crazy am I insane
I keep talking to myself the voices calling my name
No responsibility for who I am look at others to blame
Needed to look at the man in the mirror ain't it a shame
Attitude move around bitch I can't be tamed
Bad habits do exist and I'm caught up in the game
A whirlwind full of pain til I acknowledge won't change
Fear of success overrides the fear of failure it may not be the same
Sho enough as the story played out it wasn't
Consequences of my actions strugglin w/ repercussions

I'm strugglin cause I got
A bad habit
I'm strugglin things i don't need
Gotta have it
I'm strugglin working to
Prioritize
I'm strugglin dealing with
Internal pride
I'm strugglin out here
On my own
I'm strugglin doin things
I don't condone

I'm strugglin
I'm strugglin

It's easy to be the preachin man, who lends a helping hand
When really you don't give a damn con man for what you can
Take a load off time to hit somethin that make you dance
Couple days later that same hit you took got you in a trance
People close to you asking you what's goin on
You annoyed cuz you try to believe your own lie that nothings wrong
Bitch get gone you ain't normal you ain't sane
Other people can take it or leave it don't mean you the same
It ain't normal to go out and rob people just for a fix
It ain't normal to grab and pawn off all of your shit
Ooh, look somethin shiny I'm gonna go head and buy it
That was money for the light switch I'll keep my phone on silent
I keep doing this shit expecting different results
In my mind thinking I'm protectin myself from my main impulse
That's an escape from reality just misunderstood
Mental struggle the rest of my life but it's all good

I'm strugglin cause I got
A bad habit
I'm strugglin things i don't need
Gotta have it
I'm strugglin working to
Prioritize
I'm strugglin dealing with
Internal pride
I'm strugglin out here
On my own
I'm strugglin doin things
I don't condone

I'm strugglin
I'm strugglin