Now listen
Picture a life that is never right
Where alcohol and emotions mix late at night, yeah
I'm thinking different seas and different heights
My fans would call it God-given, the media would call it hype, yeah
They say God is 'bout a call away
Feel like my signals down and my battery died, he's so far away
"Keep your head up Eagle, it's not that bad man, you'll be cool."
That's so easy to say when you don't know what the f*ck a nigga's going through
Shit, my life never came with a how-to-manual
And God opened up doors for me that I could never handle
Don't even put me in your top five
'Cause four of those niggas could never come back from where I survived
Yeah, I've seen bloody wars with guns involved
At the same age when you were thinking about sleeping and doing chores
Yeah, I pray to God I blow in this life
And you should try and put me where my chips right
See
So tell me, can you see?
The place I'm trying to be
Oh, the place I'm trying to be
And if you never know, hope you know now
And if you want the deal, I hope you know now
And if you never see, I hope you see now
I hope you see now
Oh shit, y'all still on that fake shit
They gon' dig up my remains and see that's greatness
You see, we ain't worried about vacations
No, I'm at the crib with my niggas playing station
Don't bring no negativity, I hope these niggas feeling me
I only feel alive when I'm taking the shit that's killing me
Mama need a crib and my nieces need productivity
Your hype is dying out but I got talent for infinity
Smoking like a chimney and you cannot get rid of me
I know a nigga sinning just praying I hope he forgiving me
For preying on my enemies 'cause nigga I'm a fan of me
Throw blessings to the family, we moving 'til we rest in peace
And we just hoping for eternal life
And I can buy you things that I know you like
Just tell me who you wanna be
So tell me, can you see?
(At the tone record your message)
Hi, it's me
Uhm, I just wanted you to know that I don't think I can do this anymore
I'll always love you and I wish you all the best but I need to start thinking about me