Shapeless Uproar - Innocence Lyrics

Was a misfit from the get go
Hold on, never let go
Retrospective I see that I was a little bit obsessive, I guess so
I press for the best but I never would address code
I don't follow suit, I'm an echo
Of bad habits amassing to panic,
This had to be said so
I can be at ease in a restaurant
In my bestform, getting my stress off
With a girl that is firm, yeah headstrong
In and out of bed like I slept wrong
But I cannot be investing, I let on
Feel bad but I gotta get my rest on
Not impressed by the best cuz I can't talk
I feel extra awkward, need less endorphin
And I bet the cause is me letting off the steam, extra cautious please, too much pressure and the bets are off indeed,
Best be gone I need, sex and drugs, I don't respect the order, go against the grain cuz I can't afford to be seen as a Misfit next to all them, stress is calling, I accepted it and got less involved in this mess I'm causing
Mess I'm causing
And it's right back to the intro
Ever since I have been cold
Last winter? I think so, 'cause in October I was an inch from a sicko
Like a bass I hit lows
Got back up, had to back up with the info
That I need to take it easy, believe me, indeed I have been broke
Monetary and mentally but I gotta get it together if I want to get better but the sin shows
Not a man in a trenchcoat
But a boy with a voice and a pen tho
I take what I can then I spend more' Money on the things I don't need,
'Cause I think that I need them
It don't matter the cost, I'm willing to offer, if it is covering my limits
I'm not bothered by the things that I don't cover like the loss of love, I'm raw and intricate,
Boss up in this bitch,
F*ck all the losses and anyone who crosses me on this path that I'm on ever since I've been
Tossed in the river like the beginning of IT part 2 by a bunch of sick individuals who never
Gave a shit about a misfit, this is the loss of innocence
Loss of innocence
Loss of innocence
Loss of innocence