Sharone - Cursed Lyrics

First as a spark I was burning bright
A year gone by and I fade to black
Easy to blame it on everyone
But I wish I knew what was really going on
Can someone lift this curse?
Can someone cast a spell for the better
On me?

I've screamed so loud and I've dropped my whole life
Just to find my place
But where is my stage?
I try so hard, I try so hard
But I'm just going in reverse
And I'm falling down, I'm falling down
I just feel like I'm cursed

Staring into the looking glass
Seeing fog over all I've done
Afraid of losing everyone
Around
They left me high and dry
Certain I would die
And though I found what I want
Am I starting over?
Can someone lift this haze?
Can someone make me see the change around me?

I've screamed so loud and I've dropped my whole life
Just to find my place
But where is my stage?
I try so hard, I try so hard
But I'm just going in reverse
And I'm falling down, I'm falling down
I just feel like I'm cursed

I guess it's hard to rid my mind
Of these thoughts that turn me blind
I guess they follow me all the time
And make it hard to see the light in my eyes
That's burning out
Since I've been hurt
But I guess I've always been cursed