Decisions, that I face all alone
They taught me what was right from wrong
Like a card game, it counts which card I will play out
It's suffocating
Turns me to a spark
And nothing can stamp out the fire
Slowly you fall asleep
But you can't resist
The agony of defeat
Fate is our enemy
Falling away from my disease
We are losing the chance to run, to breathe
It's burning in the deepest of my heart
We're losing the chance to fight
Stop asking "Have I done it all wrong?"
You've been hiding out too long
Complain as you want, but nothing will change
The past is gone
But the future is yet to come
You can't change the choices you've made
If you had the chance, would you start over?
There's no relief in sight
Deep inside I know I'm not right
And without any guide
How can I hold on
In this eternal blow
I'm trying even harder to
Forget, and let go
The failures, that I'm holding on my back