Shawnie Marie - Illusory Pain Lyrics

I feel so sick, so I gotta like... vent in order to feel better, it's like a method that I f*cking use

Why does this shit hurt so bad
When it's not even real
Why does it have me so sad
When it's not even real

When I'm f*ckin with you I'm so depressed
When I'm free from you
I have no stress
Man it's not even real
This shit ain't even real

I feel it deep in my guts
I am feeling sick as f*ck
I don't know if this is love
I don't know why I don't give up
I don't know why I don't give up

Why do I give a f*ck
Why do I give my love
Why can't I just trust you yea
This shit not even real
This shit not even real

I am in my feelings
When this shit not even real

It feels so real so real
This shit not even real

That was a freestyle, I don't f*cking know