(Not A) Good Week Video (MV)

Stupid ideas rot in my mind
I feel something i thought i threw out [Waste of time]
Good or bad, its not black and white
Phasing out in a last after thought, oh
Remembering what's real and what i forgot
Restricting me to what i can and what i cannot
I'm almost there and i already gave up
Cause there always leads somewhere
That i didn't even think of
It's , not , a , good week for me
That's , not, a , pleasant way to be
If , i , start , to lean heavily [Oh oh]
Not, a good , week for me [Oh no]
I had a bad hunch right from the start
Conflicting me with logic and my own response [Poor thing]
I'm always asleep and I'm tired a lot
Trying to stay optimistic but this is just nuts
Addicted to shit, while claiming I'm not
Trying to work my way out, but it seems that I'm lazy as f*ck
Disregarding my friends, family and cats
I need to find a path out there
That I didn't even think of
It's , not , a , good week for me
That's , not, a , pleasant way to be
If , i , start , to lean heavily [Oh oh]
Not, a good , week for me [Oh no]