Shayne Austin - Looking Down Lyrics

I look back into the past
To realize it only went so fast
And all these little things I did for you wouldnt last
And who would of thought
The life we made would've crashed
It's crazy thinking I could handle myself like that
I'm not saying I can do it alone
I'm not saying I can do it at all
I'm just praying I can get through this fall
Cause it's crazy to think that I could handle this big of a loss
Struggling to find my way through these backroads
Wishing I could find a way to really let go
And it's not like I was pressured all into it
Cause we all have a dream
And we all should pursue it
But don't worry babe
I don't blame ya
It's just the way it was supposed to be
And I know I should have nothing to be afraid of
I just wish you would atleast forgive me

Cause I'm just trying to find my way around this town
I'm just trying to keep myself from looking down
But no matter where I go
I just can't escape your hold
I just wish I never came across your smile
I'm just trying to find my way down this road
I'm just trying to keep myself from letting go
But I just can't get myself to come back now
Without you around without you around

Forget all the bullshit that happened
And let's just say that we can make it all past tense
You really have the nerve to say that I was acting a little crazy
I had a reason for my actions
It's all good I know how you really feel it
And in the back of your mind I know that you would really kill
To go back in time and take your time to really heal
You'd learn more about you and see life for what it is
But that's you and you can do what you want
I just learned that some aren't what they say that they are
I just learned that some don't get it right from the start
And some really don't give a f*ck if they play with your heart
But hey time will tell and we will see
If the scars I've got will ever set me free
But I'll never forget all the serenity that I had with you
And how it used to be hey

Cause I'm just trying to find my way around this town
I'm just trying to keep myself from looking down
But no matter where I go
I just can't escape your hold
I just wish I never came across your smile
I'm just trying to find my way down this road
I'm just trying to keep myself from letting go
But I just can't get myself to come back now
Without you around without you around

Time will tell and we will see
If these scars I've got will ever set me free
I'll never forget all the serenity
That I had with you that I had with you
But that's you
And you can do what you want
I just learned that some aren't what they say that they are
I just learned that some don't get it right from the start
And some really don't give a f*ck if they play with your heart
But Don't worry babe I don't blame ya
This is the way it was supposed to be
And really looking back thinking about everything
I could really give a f*ck if you forgave me

Cause I'm just trying to find my way around this town
I'm just trying to keep myself from looking down
But no matter where I go
I just can't escape your hold
I just wish I never came across your smile
I'm just trying to find my way down this road
I'm just trying to keep myself from letting go
But I just can't get myself to come back now
Without you around without you around