She Bit Me First - New Year's Day Lyrics

I won't be there when you're scared
Stop your nightmares stroke your hair
You won't laugh at my stupid jokes
You tolerate me more than most
Won't bring you flowers just because
I know it's something that you love
Don't get to be there when you win
I will miss my closest friend
It was so easy to make you smile
Just the smallest things once in a while
Lost more than I thought I had
Something good can seem so sad
I'll be thinking about it New Year's Day
I will always cheer you on
I'll still play you our little song
Can only hope you don't feel betrayed
We had the life but it got away
I can't be there when you go
Watch our life come to a close
Will always seem hard to understand
Try explaining but I can't
Still can't believe it's the bitter end
Wish we could stop this and start again
Lost more than I thought I had
Only you could understand
I'll be thinking about it New Year's Day
I've got a permanent lump in my throat
Yeah the doctor says I'm fine
But I'm choked up all the time