Shemaiah James - For You Lyrics

Now please don't feel bad
That I'm sad
I'm tired of being sad for you
I think of all the times
That we've had
To be glad for you
About day 25 locked in these walls
The finish line now I don't see none at all
Can't wait till you're out there and you're standing tall
Swinging your clubs and out there with me playing basketball
Ask me why am I no longer sad?
Because the face when I get to see you being so glad
I now cherish all this time that we've done had
You're so excited when you get to see your mum and dad
I'm lying here now I want you to sit and recover
The nurses go wake you, I want to tell you that I love ya
Sleep. Is the best type of medication
But I don't want baby boy asleep so no more head sedation
The pain from seeing this got my heart and head racing
I prayed that we could switch positions with no hesitation
I've lived long enough to enjoy all the joys
It makes me sad to see this taken away from my little boy
See I don't need and no I'm not asking for much
Just give him my ability, I don't think that's it tough
Give him the running and jumping, maybe not my agility
I just want him to do things with his full capabilities
Give him the knowledge the life lessons, all my information
Just give him the chance give him anything, just go n take it
There's a couple of things you can keep, please keep his smile
Because that says mum and dad I love you
That's my little child
One expression that says so much to me
You sharing all these messages although you cannot speak
I may be coping but I also know I can hear it
I'll take whatever I can because I know I can't fear it
That he may look at me again with those cold eyes
That when he woke from his sleep and he didn't recognize
Me. That was a thing that truly broke my heart
I felt it dismantle, into shambles
Each piece broke apart
Now please don't feel bad
That I'm sad
I'm tired of being sad for you
I think of all the times
That we've had
To be glad for you