Sherockees - Doubtful Lyrics

As I sit here all alone
Firing glances at the wall
I see far beyond the world

And as I pull my mind apart
Not knowing why and when to start
The cosmos makes me mesmerised

But as the joyful feeling passed
The Grand Illusion finally crashed
Leaving sadness in its wake
Showing what is true and fake

And all of this persuaded me
To finally let my mind run free
Leave my nightmares, keep my dreams
Not everything is what it seems

And while I start to lose my hope
My neck grabbed tightly by the rope
I don't see God and neither Death
As I take boldly my last breath